May 29, 2003 + 5:15 pm
listening to: devo.
currently reading: the picture of dorian gray - oscar wilde
cake or death? cake cake cake!!

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i *told* you kiddies since i was finally back from a long rough winter i might even start fresh around here with a new layout. well i am nothing if not a woman of my word! and it was another painfully slow day in the store.... so really, i had nothing better to do anyway! hmmmph!

the new layout was inspired by that cutie punktheboy's entry in my guestbook..... thank you sweetie, i agree betty sucks. (and you can be my reggie anytime!! haha!) it kind of creeps me out sometimes to think that people actually READ this. right? like people out there check in to see what's up. wei----rrrrrd. but the few diaries that *i* keep tabs on are really cool, it's like you begin to get to know these people somehow. and you genuinely like them. at least the lil tiny bit you see of them........ or else you wouldn't be so curious. i think it rocks.

so yeah when i was a lil girl i always thought i could somehow grow up to be veronica lodge. i have had naturally black hair my whole life, and well, bangs, too, most of my life. i always thought she was so glamorous and sexy and fashionable...... what a vixen. especially compared to boring old blonde bettie. and she lived in that huge mansion and i always picture her reclining on a big lush velvet ottoman, painting her nails, in the world's largest bathroom. with tons of cosmetics and toiletries and counter space galore. sigh.

yep, i think this is my favorite layout so far. don't forget to peek at my older entries too, for the full experience! heehee!! and it suits my optimistic mood lately; i am really trying so very hard to keep things light and fun and not be as fucking depressed as i have been the past year. i know things just have to get better at some point.

- borntokill x

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