July 29, 2003 + 4:24 pm
listening to: the smiths.
currently reading: atonement - ian mcewan.
cake or death? cake cake cake!!

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well, i'm back. at least for today.... who knows about tomorrow. i have been up since EIGHT FUCKING AM today; i had to meet with my accountant to go over my 02 taxes. yep, i file an extension every year. we're running ahead this time, too -- usually i don't even meet with him until the oct. 15 deadline. so anyway, he says: yeah, you're going to owe somewhere in the ballpark of $3700. ACK!! quick, someone revive her, she's passed out. grab the smelling salts!! i am basically fucking PENNILESS and i have absoultely no idea how i am going to come up with that kind of money by the 15th of next month. sigh. well it would be really nice if one fucking person who made their way into this store could buy something instead of just saying ohmygodicouldspendsoooooomuchmoneyinhere............. and then leaving empty handed. but that's old news.

so anyway, where have i been for the past 3 weeks?? hanging out with my new man. i have been slacking so much on my online work. i haven't updated my website in over 2 months. i haven't listed anything on ebay since like june. no wonder i am so goddamned broke. but you know what?? i'm happy!! so it's worth it. he's so sweet; he just came in here with a little snack for me consisting of dark chocolates from godiva....... yum.

yeah, it's odd that i haven't been finding myself crying daily anymore. and i actually have been getting dressed up for work (for the most part). i can't believe the state i was rolling in here in, all winter long. good god! what did people think?!?!?!! serious depression is some effed up shit.

i am debating uploading a new layout. but it's just that i *like* the veronica one so so so much. lalala.

- borntokill x

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